It is very difficult, sometimes, to let ourselves aware and realise, that there are times, that, we should accept things can’t go according to plans, perhaps because, we've been wanting it for ages, I presume. Well, to cut it short, it is my situation (now) and I am trying my best to digest it and not to spill anything that doesn't make things worth to happen, or, may jeopardise what I've got now. There are other times, If God wills. May it come, soon. Amin.